Randomosity at its best

2011-02-18T14:34:00.001-08:00

I think I change blogs out of boredom, and a need to try something new. Adventure. Thats it, no high speed car chases for me, no climbing mountains, just a new blog. :D

Sunshine and Thunderclouds

2011-02-03T16:42:00.000-08:00

This weather is crazy. It was warm and sunny last week, and now its freezing and flurries. I like snow. I'll never complain if it snows, but I really hate being warm one week and cold the next.

On another note, I've asked my ♥ to surprise me for Valentines day. I don't really care about VDay but she'll most likely be off of work that day, so why not do something? Valentines day is an absolute ridiculous holiday, though. You should celebrate love everyday not just once a year....greeting card/flower companies get loads of business, but who else benefits really?

2011-01-22T16:23:00.001-08:00

I've been doing laundry for 2 days now. We seem to wait until all of our cloths are dirty and then do it all at once. I've also been massively cleaning, our garbage cans outside are full, we're going to have to wait until the garbage is picked up on Tuesday to throw anything else out. I like to clean though, so its no big deal. It keeps me busy and awake, because when I get bored, I tend to nap :) I've been thinking about my blog, and how to do more with it. I know that you don't care when I clean, or what I do with my time. But right now, its all I have to talk about. I want to help people. I want to make a difference, and since I don't work at the moment, I'd like to feel like I'm not just a no body who sits at home and plays on Facebook all day. So if you have anything you'd like me to talk about, or get my opinions on, comment me, or message it. It might give me a purpose.

2011-01-22T16:18:00.000-08:00

Just so we're clear..... You should def play Subeta with me.

2011-01-19T12:57:00.000-08:00

Everyday I do the same thing. Sleep til 1, wake up, get my ♥ up for work, hang out alone from 2:30 until 9 or 10 playing on the computer and reading.. basically doing whatever I want. If I can, I'll sleep, or nap the night away. I have no real purpose for going day to day, except to just be. Its sad. I don't know what my purpose is.

2011-01-17T10:31:00.000-08:00

Went to bed very late last night, actually around six a.m. this morning. Woke up at noon. Now I'm just having some "me" time while everyone sleeps. I have to wake them up soon though, and I'm sure it won't be easy. Its kinda of ugly outside today. I really wish it would snow some more. Snow just seems to make everything shine, as opposed to rain, which makes mud, and we all know what mud looks like.

My ♥'s little sister spent the night last night. (which is one reason we were up so late) She requires entertainment to be satisfied. Don't most kids? *Random thought: I really need to get a new screen protector for my ipod. It has a scratch on it! O.O Tough love? Maybe?* Anyway, I painted her nails for her and did her make up, so we could take pictures. I love taking pictures, and she happens to love having her picture taken. So... she prances around the house at 5 this morning in purple fairy wings and "geek glasses" posing and smiling. It was entertaining. But I was glad when she finally asked to go to sleep. :) Which is where she is still. My ♥ as well, I actually need to go wake them up. We have things to do today, the joys of being an adult.....

2011-01-17T10:28:00.000-08:00

Oh I miss my purple hair. :( I'm still wearing that hoodie everyday though!

2011-01-16T13:45:00.000-08:00

I love it! :)

2011-01-12T13:38:00.000-08:00

Snow :) I love it! So much, that I walked down the road today to check our mail in the snow.. it was cold, and slippery, but I took some pictures and got some fresh air,so I think its okay! My ♥ had the past two days off work. Day 1, we went to the library and got some errands finished, and we spent a few hours with my Mamaw and Papaw. Day 2 we went to the Kroger to get some soda and poptarts and spent the day watching movies and playing video games/reading. It was pretty awesome! I love it when she has days off work!

2011-01-06T10:06:00.000-08:00

Okay, we all know how I feel about the Twilight movies. So just imagine how I felt when I saw THIS. Its gross. And sad. And really just .... I don't know, I think this lady could probably get a "crazy check" for that sort of thing.

2011-01-05T22:48:00.000-08:00

okay, so I play on and so does my ♥ and my ♥'s little sister. She recently changed her user name and now she needs a new profile to match, sooo... I made her a profile, my ♥ is going to code it. She also needs a profile song, she wants it to sort of match too.. Her user name is FreeFall. So, I'm looking for songs about Falling... its harder than you'd think to find one. Here is what I've found so far:

Free Fallin' - Tom Petty (I ♥, she doesn't)
Fallin upside Down - Rascal Flatts
Fall to Peices - Avril Lavigne
Falling in Love at a coffee shop - Landon Pigg
Falling In - Lifehouse
Falling - Mike Posner

I don't even know if she'll like any of those. o.o I wish I could just find the perfect song.

2011-01-04T17:26:00.000-08:00

Wow. Zero guestbook signatures.. I feel the love. o.o

2011-01-02T16:56:00.000-08:00

So the holidays are over and I couldn't be happier about it. I ended up getting an iPod Touch for Christmas, I love it! :) I just finished reading book 4 in the FableHaven series. It was great.. I don't know if I can wait to get to the library again. I'm about to start reading the last book (I think) What will I do when I finish them? Mope, most likely. I got a bunch of money for Christmas too, So I ordered Glee Season 1!!!! And also Pokemon Heartgold and a game guide to go along with it... My ♥ is driving her new car now, I love it, she's learning to. I still haven't shipped out Vee's gift yet. I'm a horrible friend and a terrible Holiday goer (is that a word).

Its been raining a lot lately and I hate it. Its also freezing. So why not just go ahead and snow. I love the snow. It beautiful! Rain just makes mud. Anyway..... That's whats been going on. I'll try to blog more often, though I do keep promising that. I'm down to just blogging once a month. My goal is once a week.

2010-12-16T20:46:00.000-08:00

Theholidaysstressme out. (and so does my apparently non-functioning space bar.) I've managed to get all of my cheapo shopping done, but I still have to mail Vee's gift, (which will be late, sorry Vee) I have to get stamps and mail out Christmas Cards, and I have to deal with the lack of a car, and the snow and ice..... ugh.. But My ♥ actually does have a new car now. She just can't drive it yet, hopefully we can get insurance on it by Tuesday, and we'll get to stop bumming rides. We had a ton of snow this week. It was crazy....
My ♥ still didn't get off work for candy making tomorrow, but I'm going to go and we're going to go on Saturday instead to make more with her Mamaw. We might even end up spending the night, since we don't have a car an all .

I've been neglecting Facebook for the past few days, because we got My Sims Kingdom and I've been playing the Wii 24/7 o.o Its pretty addicting. I even let my crops wither!

2010-12-07T19:19:00.000-08:00

Everything seems to be going wrong lately. My ♥'s car is messed up, seriously. It needs a whole new motor, so I think her grandparents are actually looking into buying her different car. She's very upset about it. she loved that car. We're stuck having to bum rides until then, which sucks. I wish her family could just let her borrow a car, its not like they don't have extra. Also, my ♥ put in for the 17th off so we could make candy with her family, something we do every year, but they basically said no because they already have the schedule made out for that week. I say she should just call in that night anyway. Because its not really fair to make her miss something that's so important to her, just because they made the schedule out weeks in advance. Also, I have a headache from lack of caffeine, and guess what? We have no car to run out to the store for soda. I'd walk but you know.. its snowing outside.

2010-12-03T20:18:00.000-08:00

Why don't I blog anymore? Probably because I'm usually busy crafting. Our wands are a hit and people keep requesting them. I've learned to loom knit as well and I'm working on scarves at the moment. Verda is actually the one who taught me to use a loom. She came down for thanksgiving and stayed with us for 5 days. It was kinda great having her around, I miss her since she moved away to Cleveland :( Margret is getting a divorce o.o yep. not by any choice of her own mind you. So I've been hearing all about how's she's going to take everything and he won't have anything left blah blah blah... o.o *grumble* I'd really like to be left out of peoples problems, I have problems of my own to attend to actually. I'm stressing out lately (more than usual) Because this month will be one year since my sisters accident and I seem to get more tore up the closer to the 13th I get. I don't have money for the holidays and doesn't even matter because my family has decided that they don't really care about Christmas anymore anyway, my parents seem to have lost all interest in anything without my sister around, I know its hard on them, though, its hard on me too. I've been job hunting, but you know its really hard to find a job when no one will hire you without experience. How are you suppose to get experience though if no one will hire you with it? It started snowing on the 1st of Dec. and they say we're going to get a couple of inches this weekend. I don't mind. I like the snow.

Anyways, I'll try to blog more often, it really seems to help me keep my thoughts in order.

2010-11-03T13:53:00.001-07:00

You know it sucks when one of your friends is dating someone who you know isn't worthy. Someone you've known for years, and they've only just met. It sucks because you have to support them, and you have to give him the benefit of the doubt. Its very hard to do, especially when this particular scum bag is known for having sex with goats and hitting girls (I'm not kidding either) Plus, he's 24, still lives at home, can't drive, and plays video games all day (when he isn't working at McDonald's.) At least he has a job.

I've told her all of this, obviously, but she says he's changed, she says he's different now, he's nice and caring and sweet.... So I told her, I'll just keep my mouth shut about him until he screws things up, which I'm sure won't take long, knowing him. I really do wish though, that she'd consider what we've told her. We only have her best interests at heart, which is why I'm staying quiet and letting her be happy. But I really hope she's right and that he has indeed, changed. Because if not, then he's most definitely going to hurt her and I really don't want that to happen. Its just frustrating sitting back and letting her get closer to him. I wish there was something I could do...

2010-10-24T22:46:00.000-07:00

TADA :)

SNITCH! (a walnut and duck feathers!)

2010-10-13T16:54:00.000-07:00

These are pics of my ♥'s little sister's birthday gift :) She loved it. We made her a wand and a Hogwarts trunk complete with potions and a Hogwarts Letter.

2010-10-06T15:28:00.001-07:00

My ♥ got called into work early this morning, so she had to pull a double again today. She pulled a double on Sunday and they took her day off away on Monday. She's off tomorrow though, or so they say.... Seriously I think they need to hire more reliable workers, they have a total of 7 people on staff all together, not for a day or even a shift, but altogether. It ridiculous. Just thought I'd put that out there o.o

2010-10-05T12:18:00.000-07:00

We finished our first set! And by "set" I mean wand and box. We made one for our friend Ashlee, because she's sick. I'll post pictures at the end. We've decided on a name, Choice Wands. Also we made the label, wand, everything all on our own. I think it turned out nicely. Now I just need to finish Vee's for her birthday, and Haley's for her birthday. Hopefully we can start selling them soon. That'd be fun, right?

2010-10-03T18:01:00.001-07:00

Remember that Altoids tin I tried to turn into a spell book? Well, I failed, but my ♥ came home and re-did it. Her's turned out very good!!! Here's a pic.

I'm not sure how she did it, but she's suppose to teach me when she gets home tonight ^_^

2010-10-03T17:57:00.001-07:00

I made this one last night as well...

Its an owl. ^_^ (With a pop tab to show size.)
And here they are together.

2010-10-02T16:46:00.001-07:00

Okay, I was feeling creative so, I attempted several things, one was trying to make an Altoids box look like a small spell book. I failed. The next was beading a golden snitch.I actually like this one. I didn't use a pattern or anything. Does it look like a snitch? or no? o.o (sorry.. my lighting was bad)

2010-10-02T13:10:00.000-07:00

Gay teen suicide rate is up due to bullying. Its sad that kids can't be themselves, if they feel like they have to hide who they are because they're scared of people lashing out at them, or making fun of them. Being gay is not a choice, they can't decided to be gay anymore than you can decided to be straight, so why do people still insist that its wrong? I just can't understand how the world can be so narrow minded. Kids, teenagers, who have there whole lives ahead of them, who could go on to do great things, and be great people are ending their lives because of teasing. Its really sad, that people of the world can't step up and stand up for the gay community. We're no different than you.

2010-10-01T20:31:00.000-07:00

Hogwarts acceptance letters. :) We're making a few wands for some up coming birthdays and these letters are going with them. I made them myself, and I've left a blank space to put in the names. So.. I think they turned out nicely. I used a letter-sized template, so they look big, but they'll print normal sized, hopefully.

2010-09-30T22:39:00.001-07:00

I got some cute new glasses today. Sort of. They're plastic. o.o

Cute though, right?

Also I decided that I really really like MCR's new song Na Na Na. o.o its weird though. But I love MCR.

2010-09-29T13:14:00.000-07:00

I haven't blogged in.. 2 weeks? Sorry about that. I've been busy working on my Halloween costume (still) I do have a few pieces of it finished though ^_^ Below are my Radish Earrings and (butter beer) Cork necklace. (the image gets a lot bigger if you click on it)

We looked and looked and finally found a cork (at Wal-mart) My ♥ drew the lettering on for me and I made the beaded part. I also made the earrings from seed beads and wire. I've found a wig to use and I also found a robe, I just have to order them offline.

*******

Also, I think this is ridiculous. [link] A bakery refused to make rainbow cupcakes for a school group. Personally, I hope that (bad) decision effects their business.

2010-09-14T17:16:00.000-07:00

I haven't blogged in a while. What have I been doing? Clearly, I've been distracted. Today I've been working on my Halloween costume, since it's so close to my favorite Holiday :) I plan on being Luna Lovegood, from Harry Potter. I've found all the pieces I need for my costume, and most of them, I'm making myself. So, I'll post pictures when its (eventually) finished.

2010-09-04T13:37:00.000-07:00

I'm at my mom's house today, sitting in my sister's bedroom. Its weird that she isn't here. Her room, while packed full of cloths and a little bit of everything else seems empty without her. Mom has plastered the walls with pictures of Carmen. She's everywhere I look, and if you want to get technical about it, shes actually sitting in a box on the shelf behind me. I talk to her every time I come over, tell her how much I miss her. Is it weird to talk to her ashes? Mom does it all the time. I think I'd go crazy (crazier than I already am) if I had to live in this house without her.

I'm crazy enough as it is. I stopped taking my meds a few months ago and now I'm getting sick again. I'm panicky and paranoid, I have an anxiety problem, I stress too much. I can't stand to be alone. So I'm going to have to go back to the doctor soon, and get back on my meds. I don't want to be "crazy" I don't want to be scared all the time. I just wan to be normal, healthy, and happy. Thats not too much to ask right? So its back to the doctor for me I guess. My ♥ is very supportive of me, I don't know what I'd do without her, she's always helping me and encouraging me. I feel safe when I'm with her and my anxiety isn't so bad. I just hope she know just how much she means to me. I couldn't survive without her. She understands me and she knows what I need.

I'm so sleepy lately and I can't seem to keep myself awake. I sleep 8 hours at least, every night, and if I'm home alone I usually take a nap, if just to get away from myself for a few hours. There isn't a reason why I should be so sleepy. I can't figure it out. My "sickness" has just gotten so bad in the past week. Its a lot to handle all at once. But I'm really starting to get a headache from typing so...

2010-09-01T16:50:00.001-07:00

I've had a migraine for the past 2 days. I woke up this morning and I felt better, but now its coming back again.. Ugh. How do I make it go away!?!?!?! I took 2 migraine pills last night and I guess that's what made it go away in the first place, but now its coming back and I can't take another pill for a couple of hours still yet. I slept from midnight to 8 P.M. yesterday and then from 2a.m. til 11a.m. this morning. And I took a nap for a few hours his afternoon. My headache won't go away.

Oh and I've started reading Betrayed (House of Night) And I've noticed that the authors make up their own words. Gihugic. (yea, I know its in the urban dictionary, still doesn't make it a word)

2010-09-01T12:51:00.000-07:00

Two of my favorite people in the entire world are having a birthday today!!!
In case you've forgotten about my obsession with Tokio Hotel...
Happy 21st Birthday Bill and Tom!!! ♥♥♥

2010-08-26T14:39:00.000-07:00

I'm home alone, and its lonely. I really should be writing. I need to make my self do that more often than I do. I've got this story in my head for a kids book, and I promised my ♥ I'd write it down. In case you didn't know, I've always wanted to write a book an have it published. I like to write as much as I like to take pictures. I'm just better at taking pictures than I am at writing. One time, in the 8th grade, my Spanish class had to write a book and make the art for it with clay figures. Then a bunch of elementary school kids came and we read it to them, along with a bunch of other books. It was fun, I guess. I like being creative, I just wish I were better at it.

2010-08-20T13:03:00.000-07:00

Today has been a bad day. I fought with my ♥ before she left for work. The cats have been getting into the garbage all morning, finally knocking the garbage can over and spilling nasty grossness onto the kitchen floor. And now our AC is out again. It's hot and I'm aggravated.

But I did get that bookshelf I was talking about. Which is why I moved my blog around a bit. My shelf is in my (now only) sidebar. Its all of the books I've read and I'm still adding more. So, when I talk about a book, you should be able to find it on my shelf, along with a summary and reviews and things. Also, under that, you'll find another shelf of the books i want to read, but haven't yet.

I finished reading The Reckoning. Now I'm reading Marked (House of Night) I'm only on chapter 3, and so far the main character is a bit.. annoying.. Maye she'll get better. Hopefullly.

2010-08-18T22:37:00.000-07:00

We'll call her Margaret. She annoys me. A lot. Nearly everything that comes out of her mouth is a lie, or an exaggeration. My Mamaw had to go to the doctor, he told her she's anemic. According to Margaret, her kidneys are failing. I'm going to answer the phone one day and she's going to tell me that my Mamaw or Papaw have died, I just know it. Or else, she'll post it on Facebook, and I'll find out that way. Bad news is always worse coming from Margaret. I'm a pessimist, I know. My worst fear is losing people I love. I've already lost my little sister, and a few years before that an uncle. I hate it and right now my Mamaw hasn't been well, so I'm freaked out. Especially after "arguing" (Could you even call it that?) with her and papaw.

Margaret stresses me out. It seems like its always something. She's always talking about someone being sick or dieing... If all my life consisted of was people around me getting sick and dieing, I don't think I could handle it, which is why I try to avoid it. People die, it happens, but you've got to look on the bright side. Sure, Mamaw is sick right now, but she'll get better. God won't take her until its her time to go. There's not a real point in worrying about it. Pray for the sick. Pray for God to touch them and be with them. He knows what they need. But don't post it on Facebook. Its sort of like the "pray in your closet" theory. Pray. Don't boast about it. Its a private thing between you and God. Share God with others. But pray in private. Pray for the sick, but let them have their privacy. If I were sick and in the hospital, I would NOT want a lot of people to know, because I wouldn't feel up to having the company. I think its okay to post and ask for prayer for a sick family member, but as for the details, that's none of anyone's business.

By the way, we watch Vampires Suck today and it was hilarious. Way better than Twilight ^_^ You should definitely all go see it. I also bought a new book. Marked. It's part of the House of Night series, which I plan on reading next. I checked The Reckoning out from the library today like I said I was going to do, and I'm already half way finished with it. I really need to make a virtual bookshelf sort of thing for my side bar, that way you guys can know what I'm reading.

2010-08-18T00:32:00.000-07:00

Okay, so.. after my papaw changed our breaker, mamaw told him I was mad about it, and so he came and changed it back again. Isn't that ridiculous? I wasn't even that mad. I was just annoyed that they didn't tell me what they were doing. It would have saved so much trouble if they would have just told me what they were going to do. I would have stayed home to help him find the breaker box. Instead, I talked him through finding it over the phone. I'm just aggravated. I was so upset last night that I just cried. I didn't mean to hurt papaws feelings. Thats the last thing I wanted to do. Mamaw just made everything so dramatic, she must have been bored. >.>

Ugh, back to the rest of my life.... I've been reading. I read The Summoning, and The Awakening, by Kelley Armstrong. And tomorrow I plan on checking out The Reckoning. Also, Vampires Suck comes to theaters tomorrow and I'm going to try to find some money and go see it.

2010-08-16T12:38:00.000-07:00

I'm so mad right now and I'm definitely ready to move. I wish we could afford to move closer to EKU now instead of having to wait until next summer/fall. I came to my cousins house today while my ♥ went to work (She got her job as a cook back, working with my mom again) Anyways.... I'm here and my Mamaw calls because Papaw wants to know where our breaker box is. He is planning on changing out breakers and fixing our AC. (My ♥ doesn't want him to, because our trailor is wired very awkwardly, its old, and he could easily catch the whole place on fire if he starts messing with the wires. We don't have any insurance on it either.) There is no telling what else he's going to try to fix while he's in there. Not to mention the fact that he went into our house while we weren't home without our consent. I know he means well, and I don't want to hurt his feelings, but I'm still mad. Its an invasion of privacy. I'm seriously so mad I could cry, and my cousin isn't helping at all. She's still on the phone with my Mamaw and they're making me feel like crap for being mad about it. But don't I have a right to be?? Wouldn't you be? I was fine with the air conditioner kicking off, I could handle it. But it would have been different if one of us was home. Thats my main concern. Doing it without our permission and not telling us about it. Especially something that could potentially put us in danger if its not done correctly. I just don't even know what to do. I feel like I wanna go crawl in a hole and be alone somewhere. Seriously, am I over reacting? Mamaw is probably going to blow it out of proportion, because thats just what she does. She said she'd tell Papaw never to come up there again, if that's what I wanted. I swear I wish people would just listen and understand but they all think they know better than me. I'm just a kid, I don't anything.

PS. I followed up on my application today. They said that they just hired 45 people, so they wouldn't do their next interviews for another 6 to 8 weeks, according to the receptionist. And then its not even for sure that I'll get an interview then. Why do I try? Today is just a discouraging day.

2010-08-08T20:39:00.000-07:00

This whole going to college thing stresses me out. I've looking at the ACT website, and I know that I need to register and take that next month. (yikes! I thought I was through with tests >.>) After that we need to actually apply to EKU (if we like our scores.) By "we" I mean, my ♥ and I. We're doing it together. We need to sign up for our financial aid and things after that. Which is the part that really stresses me. We can not afford college. Can't do. We don't even have jobs at the current moment. So, we'll need a lot f help. And then will we need to work while we're in college? We plan on getting an apartment near campus. Will we have enough Aid to take care of rent and bills as well as school. Students loans take forever to pay back, but we need them too I guess. I'm just so freaked out about it all. I'm excited to be moving forward in life, and doing something to better myself. I think I've decided that I want to study Photography and Graphic Design, clearly majoring in Art. I'm excited at the prospect of getting out of this town that I've lived in for 22 years. I'm not going far, just an hour away, but still, the change of scenery will be nice. We have to pay a fee to take the ACT and then a fee to apply at the college. But at the present time.. we have no money. I'm going to follow up on my application again tomorrow at truitt Brothers. Hopefully they'll get the hint and give me a job soon. We're also going to go to the unemployment office and see if my ♥ is eligible to draw that since she got fired.... ugh and the food stamp office too. Did I mention that we have no money?? But at least we're trying to help ourselves and go to college and get proper jobs and finally get financially stable in life. Maybe after do that I can stop being so stressed out all the time.

2010-08-07T16:11:00.000-07:00

I got my Hoodie today!!! I was so excited, and I haven't taken it off, even though its a billion degrees outside.

2010-08-07T16:07:00.000-07:00

Rihanna and Megan Fox. I love this video ^_^

2010-08-05T16:23:00.000-07:00

This week has been so stressful. I'm glad its almost over. My ♥ is taking me tomorrow to follow up on my application at Truitt Brothers. Even though, they fired her, I still need a job, now more than ever actually. We have bills due and we can't live without jobs. We did decide though that we're going to go back to school. College, I mean. It will involve taking the ACT and moving an hour or so away, also getting rid of our animals (2 dogs 5 cats) I'm excited at the thought of going to school, making something of myself, and doing something with my life, but I'm nervous about it too. What if I fail? I failed at high school. I ended up dropping out and getting my GED. I need to be motivated and I think I am. Having to get rid of the animals will be hard though. If we were just going to live on campus, I could probably find someone to help us take care of them. But I think we're just going to move instead. I'd like to live there. I'd love to live in an apartment, its gotta be better than here. That would mean finding a new job too. Both of us. So much to think about.. I can't even take the ACT until September, so we can't start until next fall. We actually need to save up some money to move on and find new jobs and get everything moved and then there's the actual getting enrolled and going to class part *shudders* I'm stressed out but excited too, and nervous.. ugh o.o

2010-08-02T13:32:00.000-07:00

I would like to know what we did to deserve such a.. crappy life. My ♥'s mom keeps telling us that she's going to kick us out if we don't mow the yard, but she was the one who complained when we were paying someone to do it. We stopped paying them, the yard stopped getting mowed and now she's still mad because we're not mowing it. Its completely ridiculous that we should have to push mow our yard, which would take us 2 days when we can pay someone to mow it with a rider and it would only take them 2 hours. And today, my ♥ woke up for work this morning but her car wouldn't start. The battery was dead and she was on her 3rd offense, so... she lost her job. Her family have been nagging her all day about it, and it's not her fault, she didn't tell her car not to start. On top of that, its 90+ degrees here and we're under a heat advisory. Our AC keeps throwing the breaker, so.. we can't turn it on. So, I'm sitting here and I'm probably going to die of a heat stroke before the days over. I'm not sure what we did to deserve all this crap, but its really not fair. =[

2010-08-01T17:00:00.000-07:00

Dang. Look at this bunny o.O

I want.

2010-07-30T22:22:00.000-07:00

Well, my Hope Hoodie still hasn't gotten here yet, but it should be here soon and thats exciting. Matthew Lush uploaded a new video today and guess what? He has the card I made him on his wall ^_^ Yay! I hope he liked it..

2010-07-28T20:31:00.000-07:00

So, something that really bothers me is when people post things about other people online without their consent. See, I have this relative who thinks that every time someone gets a cold in our family she needs to post it as her status and blow it out of proportion and get everyone in the county to pray for this sick, dieing person. When in reality, this person if just fine and perfectly capable of letting the world know, themselves, when they've blown their nose (if they even want the world to know? I mean, that's not personally something I'd disclose to the world.) My point being that if it doesn't involve you, don't give details online. Let people have some privacy, especially people who don't do social networking and aren't there to correct you when you turn their common flu into the plague.

PS You know you wanna CLICK IT (it'll make you smile, or be grossed out, could go either way really)

2010-07-28T11:44:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I laughed my butt off when I saw this:

2010-07-27T11:58:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-mNYJSpPtVc

In response to this video, I'd just like to go on the record and say that just because someone says "you've changed so much" they don't necessarily mean that in a bad way. I was a geeky kid, not popular, just very awkward and out of place. If someone came up to me, which they have, and said, "you've changed so much, you're so different." I'm not going to get mad at them, I'm going to be happy and proud, because I was trying to change and clearly I succeeded. So, no its not a bad thing when some one tells you that you've changed, look on the positive side and take it as a compliment.

2010-07-25T22:34:00.000-07:00

Okay so, when I was little I was blonde. Then as I got older, my hair just started to change to this brown color. And my Mamaw wanted me to bleach it back blonde, because she liked it that way, and she kept insisting on it, so... I bleached it, which is okay because I put some purple in it too and had to bleach it anyway, but now I'm really just sick of it. =[ I want it to go away.. back to brown and leave the color in it obviously. ^_^ My roots are starting to show like really bad, and so my dear Mamaw asks me every time she sees me if I've died my roots yet. I keep saying no, no yet, but the truth is I keep putting it off and putting it off because I don't think I'm going to dye them... Maybe I'll get it back to brown again, at least while its short, And man is it short.. I wish it'd hurry up and grow.. ugh, I hate it.

PS. I'm not this whiny in person, but I blog to get my aggravation out so .. that why you get to hear all of my complaints ^_^

2010-07-22T10:50:00.000-07:00

This made my heart hurt a little.

http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/PopLicenses/HelloKitty/All/Hello-Kitty-Sparkle-Tee-271484.jsp

http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/PopLicenses/HelloKitty/All/Hello-Kitty-I-Love-Werewolves-VNeck-Tee-276252.jsp

Hello Kitty - you've disappointed me =[

2010-07-22T03:18:00.000-07:00

Why do I find this so fascinating?
http://svedkaphotos.com/view/2408_0782

2010-07-18T00:22:00.000-07:00

I'm depressed lately? I guess that's what you'd call it. I feel like I have no friends and no life, and I hate myself on top of all that. I have the urge to just say screw it all, and get drunk and have sex with random strangers (girls strangers preferably, and pretty ones too) I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything in life and I don't really do anything with my time. Sure, I clean house, I take care of my ♥ when she needs me too, but that's it... I don't hang out with friends because I don't have any. I want to make friends that I have things in common with, that I can be myself around and have fun with. Right now, I have no one like that. I have my ♥, but she's more than a friend ^_^ She's my soul-mate. She makes me laugh when I'm sad and she takes care of me. She protects me, and most of all she loves me. If she ever hurts me I know its not on purpose. But a person needs friends too, right? I don't get out of the house to make friends, and even if I did, there's not really anyone around here that I really have anything in common with. Most the people my age are, straight and married with kids. I'm in my twenties, I should be partying and hanging out and working (cause clearly I have bills to pay and groceries to buy) I should be busy all the time, or at least part of the time. And my ♥, she works her ass off and I know she's lonely too. We need friends that we'll both get along with. Any suggestions? Maybe we should move? But we definitely need to do something, because its really starting to get me down, and I also think that maybe that's why I have such low self esteem. because I'm a shut in, and I never talk to anyone. I have a Facebook, Myspace, Twitter, and Youtube... but you know, all of that is just to make me feel wanted. I can pretend that there is someone out there who is actually reading what I say. I can pretend I have friends. I can pretend that someone actually follows me on Twitter, I can pretend that people comment on my blog and ask me about my life, my thoughts, my feelings. Pretending is what I do best. Its why I write, which I can't even force myself to do lately. I have stories in my head that I need to get out on paper, or.. uhm, on the computer? Maybe if I write a book, people will notice me, and like me, and maybe want to be my friend?

2010-07-16T06:14:00.000-07:00

Okay, so I think this is really hot. I'm such a Fag Hag. Seriously, I'd like to make friends with a bunch of really hot gay guys, even if they aren't making out, I still can't get enough of them. The making out with each other thing helps though. O.o

2010-07-12T13:16:00.000-07:00

I've been cleaning all day. I'm tired, and sweating. I should be getting paid for this ^_^ Basically, its late spring cleaning. I've been from one end of the house to the other, I've moved furniture around and cleaned up garbage and re-decorated... I think its because I feel the need to be creative, but I don't really have any creative means at the moment. Its also helping me keep my mind busy because I've been thinking a lot about Carmen lately. I miss her so much. Its hurts, and I'm not really sure what to do about it. I pray every night and ask God to help me through, but its still hard. I just really wish I could talk to her again, see her again. Tell her how much she meant to me, because I didn't do that enough, or even at all. But she did mean everything to mean. I only hope she knows that. if you've ever lost a brother or sister, I'm sure you can understand how I'm feeling. Some days it seems to hard I don't even want to get out of bed. I'm hoping that once I start working, that will help. I'll busy busy during the days, I won't be sitting at home a lone with no one or nothing to distract me. Mom's going to take me Wednesday to follow up on my application. Hopefully I'll get hired soon.

2010-07-09T11:27:00.000-07:00

So I've decided that I really like this song:

Homesick. - MercyMe

You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again

And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow

I've never been more homesick than now

If you'd like to listen, its the first song on my playlist. [Its there ---> somewhere. ^_^]

2010-07-07T10:05:00.000-07:00

Okay, so today I put my application in at my ♥'s work. I need a job, and it'd be better if I could work with her, since I don't drive. I'm skeptical about getting a job, but I know that I need one, it'd help us out a lot, and it'd get me out of the house more often, and I'd actually be doing something. I didn't graduate high school. I didn't get my drivers license. The least I can do to make someone proud of me is get a job. I don't want to be a nobody for the rest of my life. So, I put my application in today. But my ♥ called me on her lunch break today and she was complaining about how much she hates it. Thats really encouraging to me right? Because I totally want to work at a place I'm going to hate. I lover her, I do, but I just wish she weren't so discouraging lately. She doesn't want me to work, she said it stresses her out. But we'll be better off with both of us working, and I don't mind doing it, its just that I'm nervous about it. I don't usually interact with people, I'm shy. I prefer to sit at home and hide behind my computer. Guess I can't do that forever though... ugh. I'm ready for a nap!

2010-07-07T09:13:00.000-07:00

So, I posted a YouTube video yesterday. The first thing my ♥ did when I told her was tease me. I know she didn't mean anything by it, but it just made me feel really stupid. So I'd like to point out that I'm not making videos because I want to be like Matthew Lush, or Chris Crocker, but because it might give me something to do. And because if people actually watch my videos, it might give me a little more confidence. I have very low self-esteem. I hate the way I look and sound, for the most part. I don't really like myself much. I was never popular in school. I've never had very many close friends. So, part of me longs to be popular, doesn't everyone want that? Basically I just want to know that people like me...That sounds awful to me, but its true. So, I'll probably keep posting videos, not everyday, maybe not every week, but I'll keep posting them, for the same reason I blog I guess. If you watch them, awesome! If you like them, thats even better! If you read my blog, awesome! If you read regularly, even better!! [just don't forget to sign my guestbook!]

2010-07-06T04:19:00.000-07:00

Happy Aquarium is officially at the top of my "Never Play Again" list. I really really really am losing my love for vampires, thank you Stephenie Meyer and Summit. They're popping up everywhere these days and they aren't even real vampire, because real vampires don't sparkle!!!!! This poor little fish looks a tad too much like Robert Pattinson. He just needs to be flushed. Whats more? You have to pay cash for him. He's totally not worth it. Ugh. Whats wrong with Facebook games these days????

2010-07-03T23:20:00.000-07:00

Its the 4th of July weekend! My ♥ and I got some movies from the RedBox and spent the evening home together ^_^ We watched Julie and Julia and it made me wonder if anyone reads my blog. If you do read this, leave me a comment or something. Its nice to know I'm not writing for no one. [Actually, I just made a guestbook. So.. sign it? Let me know you were here? You should find it on the side there ---> hopefully it works, It did when I tested it anyway.] So, tonight we also watched Legion. It was good - not a very good ending though.... And we also watched Fame. Which was actually a let down. I'd been so excited about it, but it just didn't compare to how I though it would be.

Matthew Lush uploaded a new YouTube video today. He was opening his birthday cards that he got through the mail. That makes me nervous, because I sent him one too [yes, I'm a fan girl ^_^] Anyways, if he continues opening them on YouTube that means, I'll get to see him open mine, and that makes me nervous!!! What if he doesn't like it? I can't imagine that he wouldn't but still.. goodness.. I can't stand the wait lol ^_^ I'm a huge fan of his!! I loves him. I think he's a wonderful person and more people should be more like him. I'd love to be like him someday. Famous, kind, wonderful, cute and entertaining. I want people to know my name, and I want people to love me. I'm shy though, so I can't really see that happening. Oh, and if I didn't mention it before, my awesome, amazing, wonderful ♥ ordered me a Hope Hoodie!!! I'm so excited! She really is the best ♥ in the entire world!! And in case you don't know, I love her!

2010-07-02T14:31:00.000-07:00

Last night was our last night of classes at VBS. The youth class (grades 9-12) didn't come to music class all week long. Its really sad that the future of our church is in the hands of a bunch of teenagers who just don't care. When I first started going to this church the youth was awesome. Always participating and doing things together, always excited about Bible school, but now they just don't care. Without God they'd have nothing, I just wish they'd realize that. I rely a lot on my faith these days. It's really the only thing that helps me keep going without Carmen. I know that I'll get to see her again someday, as long as I put all of my faith into God. I just hope the youth realize that too before its too late. Just going to church isn't going to get you into Heaven. You have to live for God. Most people probably think I'm being ridiculous because I'm a lesbian and I still think I'm going to Heaven. But I know that Jesus died for me, I know that God's not going to send me to Hell because I love a girl. It doesn't work like that. God loves everyone. Not just straight people. The world would be a better place if only more people could realize that. Its not up to humans to judge one another. We just need to live life as good people and put our faith in our creator.

2010-06-28T13:40:00.000-07:00

I just got back from Michigan yesterday morning around 5. I had a lot of fun, but I was so glad to be home again! I really missed Holly and Mercury too. We were in Michigan for 7 days. We spent a lot of time with family and our friends Tim and Dorie. They might just be some of my favorite people ever. We went to this German town called Frankenmuth. It was a lot of fun. very interesting. We all know that my favorite band, Tokio Hotel is from Germany... so.. I loved it ^_^ I bought Haley a snow globe for her collection there. My aunt lives in this town called South Lyon. We went into this secondhand store and I found a bunch of Harry Potter trading cards that I bought for my ♥. You can't find them anywhere except online anymore, so she was very pleased with them. Basically I really enjoyed my trip, but I'm glad to be home again!

Our VBS started last night. Saddle Ridge Ranch is the theme this year. We're helping Tammy with the music again as usual, but I feel like I'm not really helping, I don't do anything really except sing along. Tammy teaches the motions and my ♥ runs the music. So.. I don't know.. I wish I felt more useful.

2010-06-18T13:04:00.000-07:00

So, yesterday was my birthday and I'm now 22 ^_^ My ♥ and I went to the movies and watched Get Him to The Greek. Which was pretty hilarious. But today is the day that I leave for a week. We're driving all night and should be in Michigan by the morning. I have to leave my ♥ though and I miss her already =[. I've not been away from her for this long before, so.. it'll be something new. Mom's picking me up when she gets off work tonight and then we'll be on our way. I wish my sister were here to go with us. It'll be weird riding all the way to Michigan without her. Its still weird going to moms house and going in her room and she's not there. If you want to get technical, she is there, she's in a little wooden box sitting on her bookshelf. But its just not the same. I'd love more than anything to just be able to hug her again. And I hope she knows how much I miss her.

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Yesterday was also the 1 year anniversary of Farmville, and we all know how much I like Farmville ^_^ I have some more screenshots for you! To celebrate you could plant cupcakes!

They harvest in 8 hrs and you can earn a mastery sign for them! I must have it!! They are available until 7/1.

2010-06-16T13:49:00.000-07:00

I really need to get back on track with my blogging. I don't do it nearly enough. But I suppose it will have to wait at least another week or two before I really get started again, because starting Saturday morning I probably won't have computer access for.. maybe a week? *groans* What will I do??? I'm going to be heading to Michigan with my parents to visit family. I have to leave my ♥ behind though, cause she has to work =[ Speaking of work though, She has a new job!!! A great one too actually. She's working at the factory down the road from our house. She has weekends of and she gets paid a ton more. Plus its less than a 5 minute drive and she gets a full 40+ hours a week. So its pretty awesome I'd say.

Tomorrow is my birthday and my ♥'s off work specially for it. We're gonna sleep in together and then its dinner and a movie. So I'm excited. Plus something I'm really excited about... She's going to order me this awesome Matthew Lush rainbow hope hoodie!!! ^_^ I'm SOO excited! I wanted it as soon as I saw it. And since she's actually making more money now, we can actually afford it too.

Its been storming a lot lately and we all know terrified I am of storms... I guess God is just forcing me to face my fears? I don't think its going to change how I feel about storms though, having to sit through, alone, day after day....

Uhm, I'm trying to think of what else is new......

I cut off all of my hair and its now, purple and blonde. I like it a lot. We also have new kittens! We adopted this kitten that someone dropped off at my cousins house and we named her Mars. the very next day we were about to head out to the lake for a while and I found 3 kittens, about 2 weeks old, in the back seat of my ♥ car. She's left the window down overnight and I guess Jude had been waiting for that opportunity to bring in her babies. So, now we've got a house full of cats again. I can't wait until their old enough to find homes. I'm ready to put the momma back out side! Mercury and Mars are enough in the house for me thanks. Heck, Mercury would be enough for me ^_^ But seriously, I think we've just about found them all maybe homes, so hopefully that will work out for us. I think Mercury feels invaded and needs her space again.

But I've rambled on long enough for today!

♥

2010-05-09T18:29:00.000-07:00

So, my girl works her ass off and only gets one day off a week. She works open to close on some days. She's a cook in a restaurant. They recently fired one cook so now they only have two. My girl and one other cook. The other cook gets 2 days off in a week and my girl only gets one. The reason: His wife is on a medical card and he can't get too many hours, or she'll get it taken away. I say, too bad for him, make him work. If we works enough, she won't need a medical card anyway, cause he'll be able to pay for it. Or she could go out and get a job, since she's not disabled or anything... lazy ass. >.<

2010-05-02T16:14:00.000-07:00

So, I'm at my cousin's house today and we were getting in the car when her neighbor came outside and starting walking around her yard with a bluetooth headset in her ear. She's got at least 5 kids running around, hungry, dirty, without shoes on. (I'm not guessing about the hungry, they sometimes go to church down the road, when they can sneak onto the church bus without their mommy or daddy stopping them and they are always starving) Anyways, they also have literally 10+ dogs running around in their yard, and they live in a falling apart, run down trailer. They have a spare trailer in back that they don't do anything with, but suspicious smells come from it.... Its actually in better shape than the one they live in. I've seen those kids out mowing the yard before while the parents just sit on there ass and watch. its ridiculous. Those people need to have their kids taking away. Kids deserve better than that.

2010-04-19T15:49:00.000-07:00

I love this song!!!

VANILLA TWILIGHT - OWL CITY

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

2010-04-18T13:29:00.000-07:00

I would really like a job in photography.I think I'm good. I take pictures all the time. I have a DeviantArt account, where I upload my best stuff. Photography HERE and Flowers HERE. Flowers should technically be in with the photography, but I take so many pictures of them that I figured they should have their own category. You should look at my stuff though, and let me know if its any good or not. Constructive criticism can be helpful, and I hardly get any of it so.....

2010-04-16T23:14:00.000-07:00

So I just watched 2012. It was sort of like Titanic meets The Day After Tomorrow. Not bad, all in all. It was sad. It was funny, It was dramatic, and of course there was a bit of romance thrown into the mix, but thankfully not a ton of it. It taught a genuine lesson, though I thought it would freak me out, it didn't. but I won't say anything else... you'll have to watch it for yourself. ^_^

2010-04-10T18:16:00.001-07:00

lmao:

wife screams at her husband in the delivery room, "YOU DID THIS TO ME!", husband replies " I wanted to put it in your ass, and you said THAT would hurt!"

too funny, I had to share it!

2010-04-08T18:31:00.000-07:00

My lastest works.... opinions would be great.

2010-04-04T15:07:00.001-07:00

Okay, so I'm staying at my cousin's house for a few hours today, and I looked out the window, and saw a little boy, maybe 8... push mowing his back yard. He's so little, he can hardly budge the mower. Where are his parents? And why are they not out mowing the yard in the hot sun? Its ridiculous, and on Easter too... Stupid parents. Need to get off their bums and do it themselves.

2010-04-01T13:17:00.000-07:00

I'm a little more than slightly addicted to Farmville. I play it all day long. And today, for April Fools day, Farmville is letting you grow Nacho's and TeePee your friend barns. I took some fun screenshots to show those of you who, sadly do not play.

2010-04-01T11:58:00.000-07:00

Cute right? I loves it! My ♥ got it for me randomly.

R.I.P. Sister

2009-12-13T19:22:00.000-08:00

R.I.P. Carmen

[May 22, 1992 - December 13, 2009]

Today [12-13-2009] I lost my little sister. She was killed in a car accident. I'll miss her terribly, I already do actually. She was one of my best friends. I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I'd give anything to have her back. It still doesn't seem real, and she has no idea how much she is missed already!!! I just talked to her this morning.. I just saw her on Thursday, because we picked her up from school... it doesn't seem like it can be real... She was too young, still in high school, about to graduate, she had her whole life ahead of her and now its gone. I've cried so much my face hurts, and my eyes are burning.. I don't know what to do, I just want my sister back. I love you Carmen!

2009-12-10T10:18:00.000-08:00

My ♥ came across this, and its fantastic ^_^ [LINK1] [LNK2]

I hate the Twilight movies.

Fuzzy is Replaced.

2009-11-27T11:07:00.001-08:00

Okay, the freak who killed her cat to get Miley back on Twitter [which didn't work by the way] Now has a dog to replace the cat she killed.
"Anyone who lost a pet knows how hard it can be. Losing your pet in tragic circumstances makes the emotional stress even more intense.
Today I couldn't take it anymore, so I went to an animal shelter and adopted a dog. It's a good dog with calm demeanor and sad eyes, but looks pretty healthy and nourished, which is important! I decided on the name "Chunky"."
I can't even find the words to express the hatred I have for this one single person. They do not need another animal. I really feel very sorry for this dog "Chunky" because it will probably only survive until the girl feels like being dramatic again. And they should feel bad about losing their cat, because it was their own choice to have it killed. *fumes* Its ridiculous.

Fuzzy

2009-11-25T00:29:00.000-08:00

Wow. I just read the most ridiculous thing ever. So, Miley Cyrus quit Twitter. big deal, right? Twitter is ridiculous anyway - who cares what complete strangers do all day. And if someone doesn't want to post they're every move for stalker-ish type people to read, then they don't have to. But one girl didn't see it that way. She started a website called Save Fuzzy. She said that she was going to kill, and then eat her own cat, Fuzzy. [Apparently eating cats is not uncommon in her country and apparently animals have no rights there either] She said the only way she would spare the cats life is if Miley came back to Twitter. "I became addicted to Miley Cyrus' Tweeting. Catching up with her daily chores and what she has in mind have become part of my daily routine." This, followed by the active threat, seems a bit stalker-ish to me, but maybe thats just me... I think this girl needs to be locked away. Miley heard about it and simply said "It's not my cat. What am I suppose to do about it? I'm not going back to Twitter" I would have said the same thing honestly. So, like Miley promised, she didn't go back to Twitter. The girl, took Fuzzy to the vet. When asked why she wanted a perfectly healthy cat put to sleep, She lied and told the vet she was moving away and couldn't take the cat, nor would anyone else take her. [Which leads me to believe that animal rights might have more of an importance in her country than she's leading us to believe] So, after some persuading, the vet made an appointment to put the cat to sleep. A few days ago, Fuzzy was put to sleep, and the vet asked if she wanted them to keep the body and bury it themselves, the girl, not telling the vet the truth once again, said no, she'd rather take Fuzzy home to be buried. [Again, her lying leads me to believe that maybe eating cats isn't such a common thing, if she was afraid to tell the vet about it] She claimed on her site that she suspected the vet would use Fuzzy for "educational surgeries with his training assistants" But in my personal opinion, eating the cat, her own pet, who is now dead because of her, isn't any better. She took the cat home, took pictures of it to display on her site, and then prepped her kitchen and cooked her meal. She claims that she was upset by what she had to do, but it was only a small sacrifice to get Miley back on Twitter. Well, Miley didn't falter and I'm glad that she didn't, because this girl is crazy, and if she gave in that easily, then there is no telling what else this girl would have "forced" Miley to do in the future.

Dreams

2009-11-15T13:15:00.000-08:00

Do you ever have a dream so good, that when you wake up and you realize, it was just a dream, it depresses you? Sometimes I wish I could just sleep forever...

2009-11-14T00:31:00.000-08:00

^_^

I want one of these.

Twi - Rant 400

2009-11-03T15:34:00.000-08:00

So, I was watching the news, and I was shocked to see that New Moon had actually made the evening news for its clothing line. They even have life sized, cardboard cutouts of "Jacob" and "Edward" Its a little sad. Also, they have a Charm Bracelet with the Cullen Family Crest on it. Which happens to be an un-need, add on thats unique to the movie. Twilight = crap New Moon = who cares?

Seriously?

2009-10-31T10:30:00.000-07:00

Well, my happy halloween mood is slowly fading. We were going to town this morning, and when we walked outside we discovered one of our cats, Pru, in the cat house, she had an old Rabbit trap stuck on her foot. It had a chain attached to it and a string that it was tied to the ground with, [which she had chewed through to get loose.] Her poor foot is crushed. Its really flat and she's obviously limping on it. She wasn't crying or anything though, and she let us get the trap off of her, so I think she'll be okay. We're keeping the trap though, the last thing we need is for its owner [we have suspisions of who that might be] to get it back and set it back out. We have a lot of cats, and I love them every one. It makes me soo unbelieveably mad to think that someone would do that to a poor animal. Coinsidentally, a few of our cats have gone missing in the past weeks, and I can only hope that they weren't victims of such a cruel trap as well.

PS - these traps are illegal too!